Enemies?

 I hate you I hate you I hate you 

but I don't know how I would live 

if you were not there fighting against me. 

I can't stand the sight of you 

but what would I do if I could never see you again. 

I hate that you know more about me than anyone should 

and that you are the only person I know will show up in my life. 

I hate that I know what your fists feel like against my skin 

and that I wonder what a gentle touch would feel like.