The I Told You So You've Been Waiting to Hear

 I'm not nice enough to not scream I told you so.

And I would, 

but my jaw is clenched shut

 and the pain of it is driving me mad. 

And I would 

but the weight of despair 

has not quite the anger through. 

But don't worry it comes through in waves 

so that I ruin everyone else's day

 when they don't understand  that I can't

 give a smile when each time 

breaking news shows up on my feed

my stomach drops out from under me. 

Because I told you so

and you didn't listen,

you didn't care, 

or maybe you just didn't believe it would get this bad. 

But we all told you so 

and at least I'm not the one who has 

to live with the guilt that.